i hate being at school but i also hate being at home

i want school to end but i don’t want college to pass by so quickly

i want to do something meaningful with the time i have but i have no motivation

i want to show my friends and family unconditional love but these days i keep wanting things in return

i want to sleep but my body wont let me

I want to be a more joyful person but ive been feeling more irritable, more lonely, more insecure, more anxious

i want to live a God centered life but these days I’ve been feeling so distant

conflicted.

loyalty over everything

Praise you in this storm

When I’m feeling distant, I know that you are closer than ever.
Even if I stumble, do not let me fall.